So Close But Yet So Far

不知不觉
成绩册也曝光了
上半年的耕耘如何，收获也便如何
下半年的课程也开始了
换了新的位子
视力已经不大好的我
现在更坐在后面
下半年的课程
现在可说每一位老师都在赶课
动不动就讲要借节，评测，功课，不然也就默写
日历上，离统考或预试的日子也愈了来愈薄了
背负着繁重的课业与老师的期望所造成的压力


今天
我与朋友谈话中
无意中
谈到一位平时我跟朋友都离不开话题的主角的近况
有时世事真是很难料
有时很多东西越没可能发生的，或你越不会想到会发生的
偏偏就会这样
虽然我那位朋友没有一五一十地暴完
但少少却已够我捏冷汗
真是世估唔到
不过
因为这一次，让我更认识一个人
曾经做过的决定
虽然过去会觉得很矛盾
现在也不那么一样了
感觉也不同了

I’m not really sure of the words to say
If only you knew that I feel this way
I wanna give my heart to you
Show me the way that you want me to

I know for sure there’s a place for us
I’m counting the days till I feel your touch
You come to me when I dream at night
When I’m with you it will be so right
If you could see the love in my eyes
You should know that I’m on your side
Ohh ohh ohh
I’d be yours
You be mine
Ohh what will I do

Final Curtain Call

25th June
A Day Of Lost Icon
1958-2009

You Are Not Alone

Another day is gone, I'm still all alone
How could this be, when you're not here with me
You never said goodbye, someone tell me why
Did you have to go, and leave my world so cold
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away?
Something whispers in my ear and says,

That you are not alone
I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
You are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone

Just the other night, I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come, and I hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers, your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand, then forever can began
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away?
Something whispers in my ear and says

That you are not alone
I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
You are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there, I'll be there

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone (You are not alone)
For I am here with you (I am here with you)
Though you're far away (Though you're far away)
I am here to stay
For you are not alone (You're always in my heartttttttttttt)
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone...(Not alone, oh~)
(Oh~~oh~oh) You are not alone, you are not alone, say it again
(Oh~~oh~oh) You are not alone, you are not alone, not alone, not alone
(Oh~~oh~oh) You just reach out for me, girl . In the morning, in the evening
(Oh~~oh~oh) Not alone, not alone, you and me, not alone
(Oh~~oh~oh) Together, together
(Oh~~oh~oh) Can’t stop being alone….

"Every neighborhood has the guy who you don't see, so you gossip about him. You see those stories about him, there's the myth that he did this or he did that. People are crazy!"

— Michael Jackson

The Happening

And now... It's HAPPENING...

Alert!
we are
...

UNDER ATTACK
!

H1N1

9 ways TO AVOID
(protect yourself)

As with any contagious illness, minimizing your chances of introducing bacteria or a virus to your system is key in staying well. “Good hygiene is the best and first line of defense against any type of cold or flu,” says Norman H. Edelman, MD, chief medical officer for the American Lung Association.“This includes frequent hand washing and covering your mouth when coughing or sneezing.”

Wash your hands with liquid soap

The American Lung Association advises that hand washing is most effective with liquid soap. Rub hands vigorously under running water (of any temperature) for at least 20 seconds -- long enough to sing the “Happy Birthday” song twice.

Thoroughly dry your hands

Make sure you dry your hands completely before touching anything, especially in public places. Use the paper towel to turn off the faucet and open the door of the bathroom on your way out.

Always carry hand sanitizer

If soap and water is not available, use an alcohol-based hand sanitizer. Keep a small bottle in your purse, car and your child’s backpack

Avoid touching your face

Dr Edelman says to avoid touching your eyes, nose and mouth. “This is one way in which germs are easily spread,” he warns.

Stay away from those who are sick

“Avoiding close contact with sick people is another key line of defense,” says Dr Edelman. Be aware of flu symptoms so that you can take precautionary measures if illness occurs. The H1N1 swine flu presents symptoms similar to seasonal flu, such as fever, lethargy, lack of appetite, coughing, body aches and pains, and has not been reported to be any more severe than the common flu. Instruct your children to avoid anyone with symptoms of any illness.

Stay home if you feel ill

The American Lung Association says to STAY HOME if you're experiencing mild symptoms to avoid spreading illness – whether it is the swine flu or another bug. See a doctor if your symptoms are more severe, particularly if you have traveled to Mexico or have been in contact with someone who has recently returned from the region.

Get your flu shot

Though there is currently no vaccine for the H1N1 swine flu virus, the American Lung Association recommends getting your annual influenza vaccination.

Don’t panic

Taking steps to avoid the H1N1 swine flu should be a top priority for you and your family. After all, practicing good hygiene is a beneficial lifelong habit to have, pandemics or not. And don't panic: There are treatments available if you or a family member does happen to get the swine flu. The Centers For Disease Control has confirmed that anti-viral drugs such as oseltamivir (Tamiflu) and zanamivir (Relenza) are effective against the H1N1 swine flu.

Stay informed

Stephen J Nolan, the American Lung Association’s national board chair, suggests learning as much as you can about ways to avoid the H1N1 swine flu. “We are closely following this rapidly developing issue and have assembled information and resources on our websites to help the public stay informed and to learn how to best protect themselves while preventing the spread of infection,” he says. You'll also find more information at the Centers of Disease Control and Prevention Website.

The Pieces Don't Fit Anymore

无惊无险
学术学艺展就这样划上一个美丽的句号
中华90周年的另一个大型活动也结束了

我亦体验到好多
有时情况并没有我们想象中那么完美
有时计划是没有我们想象中那么顺利
好多时候好多节目都临时赶工呕出来
好彩最后亦蛮成功地进行

最令我感动的是
在班上的最后一幕表演前
竟然可以吸引到很多很多观众挤完全班



虽然也蛮短暂
这里刚刚说开始布置准备学艺展
转眼间，就布置完开始学术学艺展
转眼间，第一次表演了第一次化妆了第一天学艺展也结束
再转眼间，就掰掰了

可能，欢乐的时间就是这么快 =)

中间
大家一起收拾，一起欢呼，一起观赏，一起紧张，一起影相，一起疯狂
见返好多离校的朋友们聚久，
包括好久不见的福伯

...

这一些 一种说不出的感觉
又爱又恨
又生气又开心


you're such a beautiful freak
i wish there were more just like you
you're not like all of the others

some people think you have a problem

but that problem lies only with them

just 'cause you are not like the others

and that is why i love you
beautiful freak, beautiful freak
that is why i love you
beautiful freak, beautiful freak

2Day + 2Moro

20th June 2009

今天
中华独中学术学艺展的第一天...


21th June 2009

明天
学术学艺展的最后一天...
珍惜啊！

今天没来的
明天
记得来啊！

=D

Lyrics

The Man Who Can't Be Moved

by The Script

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
saying, "if you see this girl can you tell her where I am"

Some try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense but what else can I do
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you

Cause If one day you wake up and find that your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on the corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving

Policeman says, "son you can't stay here"
I said, "there's someone I'm waiting for If it's a day, a month, a year"
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go

Cause If one day you wake up and find that your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on the corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving,
I'm not moving, I'm not moving

People talk about the guy that's waiting on a girl
There are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in his world

Maybe i'll get famous as the man who can't be moved
Maybe you wont mean to but you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner
cause you'll know it's just for you
Im the man who can't be moved

...

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move

From Here To There

a stranger TO a brother.

a favorite idol TO a fallen giant.

a nobody TO a somebody.

a sweet & innocence TO a scumbag.

a ordinary man TO a extraordinary hero.

a once best best friend TO a worst enemy.

a 'Alright!' TO a 'Oh My God!'.

a 'you are' TO a 'you were'.

a weird beginning TO a happy ending.

a present tense TO a past tense.

a kiddo TO a dude.

a chance TO a luck.

a very welcome TO a long goodbye.

6 15

back to school again--- after two fine holiday
--- this time is my last semester for my secondary school
man, time goes by so fast.
today, at school, everything runs as usual.
all the cikgu teach teach and teach.
its kinda nice that can back there with them, to see the them.
omg, the last two exam papers finally gave back to us by the cikgu.
oh man, i can seriously tell you that my mid year exam results are really screwed up. (this is not a joke, although i wish it is )
lolx, i remember once a lunatic cikgu once told us
"如果你在前面班大考不会做，可能你会很伤心很伤心；
若你在后面班大考不会做，你就会很开心，因为有全班陪你一起不会做"
it really a classic quote for me, sometimes i still even laugh alone when i remember it
today the Malay teacher scold us again, told us the last story (for now) and then started the m16
omg... she did that as always
what a day...
bla~ bla~ bla~

歌词

作弄人不吸引
神你对我太不紧
要他懂得去认真
为何我会变心
这贱人最低等
从没试过要认真
请不给我太拘禁
其实我没有为他人变心
喜欢你却没能放低你
舍不弃可否给我再识你
但我与你不再一起
别在为我生气
喜欢你
却没能放低你
还是你我也始终总不适合你
不可一起我与你已不在一起

Once

“假期过了一个礼拜了，你做过什么有意义的东西来？”
拜一，拜二，拜三　：回校练习
拜四　：回校拍毕业短片
拜五　：打边炉
拜六　：又拍毕业短片。lolx
blah blah blah...

可能再不久就要开回学了
开学后，又要赶功课...
然后又要拿成绩册了...
然后又赶课...
统一评测...
年终考...
高中统考...
毕业证书（若可以XD）
好多好复杂 lolx

omg, it happens so fast. no matter what, i ll try to catch up!!
it's so difficult to put off a fire lolx

Dear God

by Avenged Sevenfold

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
and all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
when hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Recall The Moment

teacher's day ~

before the show...

there? where? LOLx

after the show...

riot! riot! =)

class of the year XD

one big family=)

victim of the day XD

with the formula=)

the victim still looks happy LOLx

with the "笑" 花 XD


one of the best teacher =)

Firefly

by Breaking Benjamin

You my friend
You're a lot like them
But I caught your lie
And you know I did
Now I'm lost in you
Like I always do
And I'd die to win '
Cause I'm born to lose


Firefly
Could you shine your light
Now I know your ways
'Cause they're just like mine
Now I'm justified
As I fall in line
And it's hard to try
When you're open wide


Take my hand
We'll be off and then
We'll come back again
To a different land
Now I like this way
You could go away
If you guess the name
You could not replace


Firefly
Could you shine your light
Now I know your ways
'Cause they're just like mine
Now I'm justified
As I fall in line
And it's hard to try
When you're open wide


Bring me your enemies
Lay them before me and
Walk away
Walk away!
WALK AWAY!!!


Firefly
Could you shine your light
Now I know your ways
'Cause they're just like mine
Now I'm justified
As I fall in line
And it's hard to try
When you're open wide


Fuck You Firefly
Have you lost your light?
Now I hate your ways
'Cause they're just like mine
So you lost my friend
Such a sorry end
And I don't know why
So I joke and smile


SMILE!

You And Me

“在中华里，初一的生活时间过得最慢； 高三生活的时间过得最快。”
果然没错 估不到，09年酱快就过了一半了
这一半年，也不简单
好，又是一天
不好，还是一天

今年的教师节，
真的令我很开心很开心
最后一年的中学教师节
总算有个完满的回忆
那一天，就好象返回小学的儿童节一样，
那种感觉真的难以形容
就好像很久以前失去了某些东西，而又突然间找回了

大家一起玩，一起开玩笑，一起收拾，一起吃东西，一起布置
老师们也一样，返老还童般一起欢乐疯颠
难得开心的一天，简直把自己的不同身份都放在一边，
尽情地玩玩玩


这种时光
我多希望它能停留着
我多希望还能有下一次




今天，回校练习
《双人舞》（代名），《三代》，《无极限》，《敦煌》，《细水长流》...
很可惜，《双人舞》今年无法出赛
真的真的很遗憾很伤心

不过其实也没办法
几乎排完了的舞，却无法呈现出来
半天吊着
就好像煮熟了的饭菜，能看却不能吃

今年也可能没有其他时间机会了
我的最后一年在中华的最后一支舞蹈可能就这样掰掰
天意如此，也没办法，惟独尝试去接受
我只能祝福其他能出赛的舞蹈，希望她们能争光

今天也发生了些不开心的事，希望大家不会介意，也希望不会有下一次

The Best Is Yet To Come

by Hinder

My first make-out session
I learned my first lesson
While trying to get to the next base
When I slipped past her waist
She smacked my hand away
Then I got a slap in the face
If I could go back in time
Wouldn't change a damn thing in my life
Love the dumb things we do when we're young
But the best is yet to come

My first drinking lesson
I followed all my friends
Stole liquor went down to the lake
Weed mixed with Whiskey
Hell I got so dizzy it was more than my stomach could take

Go for it
Run toward it
Dive in head first
Live life with no regret
Put your heart out there
Don't be scared you might get hurt

My last high school lesson
Scared of graduation
Tipped a few back and showed up too late
Well my mom got mad hell
my dad he just laughed and said,
son I have done the same thing.

一炮而红
不停地发片
不停地开演唱会
最终
却唱歌唱到连自己最熟悉的歌的歌词也忘记的疲倦歌手