Thursday, January 29, 2009

麦田里的守望者

很久以前的那天
有一幅很美的肖像画
世界纷纷的转变,画里的肖像偷偷哭了
人与人之间转变,画里的肖像偷偷哭了
无论都是好是坏,画里的也仍然在哭泣
其实这么久以来
只不过是一幅肖像画

尚若,有一天
能走在水面上

可能会倒下

会被扶持吗?


尚若,有一天
能走在黑暗中

可能会迷路

会被照亮吗?


不过

不会是永远但也不会是下一刻

始终也会超越


望着海一片
满怀倦
无泪也无言

望着天一片
只感到情怀乱

我的心又似小木船

远景不见
但仍向着前

谁在命里主宰我

每天挣扎人海里面

心中感叹似水流年
不可以留住昨天

留下只有思念

一串串永远缠

浩瀚烟波里
我怀念 怀念往年

外貌早改变
处境都变 情怀未变


有时候,我会一个人坐着,想返去以往一些些与将来的一切

有时候
我对于自己的有时以往会觉得骄傲,因为我觉得是属于威水史
但是有时对以往也会触情,因为想到一些事我会责问自己“如果当初我懂得选择用另一种方法...”

有时候,我都会对将来有所想法
可以讲是期望也可以讲是预感亦可以讲是希望
虽然我知道自己
想法迟早会变,有D事迟早会由正变负
但是想法一天没变,我现在都会很不想那天的到来






09年,过着第18次的春天夏天秋天冬天,吾知将会是点样的?
明天以后...




Saturday, January 24, 2009

OX ox OX!

TO
myself,
my family & relatives,
everyone i care the most,
all my quirky friends,
all my crazy teachers,
every chinese,
and definitely YOU! who reading this


HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

ALL THE BEST!
:)

Saturday, January 17, 2009

The Raconteur


what makes a man man

recently, i read the blog of my friends
looks like most of them seems not-so-happy(or agony maybe)
can't tell that i having a happy life
but i couldn't imagine if i put myself in their shoes too
their problem seems not lies only with them, but involved more other people
get over it
'cause you are not like the others

whatever happen
You'll Never Walk Alone

Monday, January 12, 2009

Thing For You

Now that it's morning
Where do you want to go from here
Well now that we're sober
Are your thoughts of me more clear

Oh yea
Now that your head is right
Did ya dig last night
It keeps playin in my mind

Cause girl I gotta thing for you
And I think it's kinda crazy
Cause I know that you had someone too
Wondering where you were last night
For now we'll say goodbye
But I don't think we're through
I gotta thang for you

Well now that you're home
Will he be the first thing that you see
I know you'll be comparing us
How does he match up next to me

Well i remember laying your head down
I remember loving all your sounds

Cause girl I gotta thing for you
and I think it's kinda crazy
Cause I know that you had someone too
Wondering where you were last night
I gotta thang for you

And I know that the night was hazy
But I still remember waking up
Kissing your head one more time
For now we'll say goodbye
But I don't think we're through
I gotta thang for you

Stranger


it's been a week ever since my first step into this class---6AAi
if i use the word 'BEST' to describe it... sorry, my conscience just can't allow that
well, it's just a fine class
teachers are fine to me... mates are fine to me
but i am still trying to get used to it in this class
this class reminds me of my form 3 teachers: the sweet-voice chinese teacher, the foreign english teacher, and the funny malay teacher etc.


yesterday me and Kh went to Zy's apartment.

we swam. we fooled around. we even went to the kepong pasar malam.
we also discussed many things, like:
when we were form one...
before dance society...
the once world famous- E6...
our life now...
and more.


well, after all these years

it was like a dream, or a nightmare
when we looking back these few years... things we been through...
we are glad some part of it are over now

somehow...

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

BEAUTIFUL FREAK

you're such a beautiful freak
i wish there were more just like you
you're not like all of the others

and that is why i love you
beautiful freak, beautiful freak
that is why i love you
beautiful freak, beautiful freak

some people think you have a problem
but that problem lies only with them
just 'cause you are not like the others

but that is why i love you
beautiful freak, beautiful freak
yeah that is why i love you
beautiful freak, beautiful freak

too good for this world
but i hope you will stay
and i'll be here to see that you don't fade away

you're such a beautiful freak
i bet you are flying inside
dart down and then go for cover

and know that i
i love you
beautiful freak,
you know that i
i love you
beautiful freak, beautiful freak

Saturday, January 3, 2009

This Is The Last Time


2009
今日,已经是新的一年的第三天

今年的唐人新年早到,好兴奋下


一切真是快,再过一天就开学了
今年,就是我的中华读高三的一年
五年就酱过了
还记得以前小时候年少无知的我,好懒好懒上学,宁愿留在家中;也很讨厌每一年的4月和7月,因为那两个月没有公共假期;很怕学校的功课与压力;有时也更加期望老师缺席

...

忘了是怎么开始,想法却不一样了...
可能,酱多年来我做过几次不同的暑期工,知道了工作与上学的差异... 分得出哪样是真的轻松与艰苦。不过,却一直让我拼起了懊悔的拼图


2009
今日,已经是新的一年的第三天