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2012-01-23T10:12:00.000-08:00

But John you said we were broskis!?

2011-12-20T10:27:00.000-08:00

He 's baaaaaaaack!

It all begins. Just like the old days.

:)

2011

2011-01-27T06:47:00.000-08:00

Seems like i have not touch my blog for VERY long time
currently away and busy dealing with life
i promise
BE BACK SOON :)

Please pick me up when I land. Just be there when I land.

2010-10-08T10:20:00.000-07:00

9th Oct 2010. Time Flies. And that's it.

Thank GOD that finally the final exams are over, and I could find myself some breathing space.

The first semester for uni life is over, enjoying myself on this 5 long weeks holiday, i wish i could go somewhere far and relax without giving a damn

Truly, i kinda like the final exam. at least 4 of the 5 papers is absolutely terrific for me. The first damn time in my life i feel the papers are so fond of me.

Although i 'm now in different study life and different study materials, but still the same old study style for me, last minute strikes.

And the other thing, these few month is extremely hard for me. haiz =(
Take it, face it like a man, and get over it. ...

errr... Alright, ¡adiós =)

Song of the day.

Another night you're on my mind
I'm hypnotized but I cannot find the signs
The signs for the tubes to come home
I need the tube to get home
Another night, I'm here alone
My eyes so tired from staring at this phone

Why won't you call and come home?
Please call and come home
And I know you won't come just for the cash
Will you come for my bangers...
My beans and mash?

Another night in soho grand
My wrists so tired from working with my hands
Please pick me up when I land
Just be there when I land
Another day on primrose hill
I fear I'm fading
I put you in my will

Why has the world gone so still?
The world is so still
I feel my next meal might be my last
Will you come for my bangers...
My beans and mash?
Just come for my bangers...
My beans and mash!

I think I'll stop and drink
The only thing I've ever seen
To see is you!

Love, there's things I've never said
I need to get them off my chest
Before I'm dead
I feel so bloody dead!

Muvees of the day.

Quote of the day.
When money speaks, the truth remains silent.

Broke As A Joke.

2010-09-19T09:19:00.000-07:00

Can you sleep at night with all the huge stupid mistake you made?

Sometimes you have to step out of the ring, surrender, claim your loss, dust of your dignity and get ready for the next challenge!

Far away from the memories. Of the people who care if I live or die

2010-09-18T07:52:00.000-07:00

好多事都是输在一念之差。。
我明白这个道理。。。
可惜始终改变不到命运同自己。。

Does anybody know. If we’re looking out on the day of another dream.

2010-09-07T04:42:00.000-07:00

sometimes
people are just too damn blind to see what they have and what they don't
i am one of the people
and i quit the game

suddenly the old lame joke is so refreshing and is making everyone smile.

Laputa The Castle in The Sky

2010-09-05T08:29:00.000-07:00

Too many things that i want to say
Never really thought would feel like this right now
In the past, i thought i could just get over it
And i don't have and i don't need to look back

But now, suddenly
The shattered memories and the voices back together again
Realizing that i am still can't let it go
Looking back those days
It was my dream and yet it is still my biggest dream
I tried so hard and really so hard
Yet i still didn't have the chance
is it that they did'nt give me a chance,
or did i gave up on myself

Til now it becomes my unfinished and abandoned dream
With full of remorse, regret and heartache
Jealousy is human nature, And it is so damn true
This is just a story of mine
Now i am too fucking late and stupid to revive it
Guess it just some nice wishes for the other day

I dun care who you are

where you from

what you do

Don't give up on your dream

They never give up
so should you

I'm just another writer, still trapped within my truths.

2010-09-01T07:19:00.000-07:00

Even just one expected word from unexpected person
it could make my day

Even is just another opportunity epic missed again for me,
It could remind me of my desire and passion again

Even is just one very old song
it could cheer me up and save me

Off the books,
seriously
sometimes i am quite admire of myself...
lol =)

There are many things that I would like to say to you. And after all, you're my Wonderwall

2010-08-29T08:59:00.000-07:00

有些时候，往往最初的认识
相处才是最宁静最舒服也可能最开心
日子久了
假面具渐渐掉落了
想象不了也相处不了
渐渐也憎恨，反感

也许回到当初那样
保持回陌生人的关系
彼此不认识对方
可能
对大家也比较公平
我也感到舒服些
一丝丝的适应

也许心胸窄小
这几天
我真的是很看不开
我想了很久
眼睁睁见财化水
真的是见财化水
失去忠至诚信的感觉
就好象被出卖的感觉
实在是辗转难眠
唉滋.... True Colors

谎言说了太多
日子久后
其中一句
偶尔被提起来
却实实在在完全不记得
有说过的印象
那种感觉
很可笑，也很无奈
就好像有一种
‘为什么你还记到现在？’
=)

You are waiting for a train.
A train that will take you far away.
You can't be sure where it will take you.
But it doesn't matter,
Because we will be together...

We cross another road. And face another day. We got to keep that dream alive .

2010-08-22T11:30:00.000-07:00

haven't sweat and been crazy shit like that for a very very long time
better stop now before i get sick and regret

终于大学第一个学期也过得七七八八了
是时候准备准备下下考试
在这个学期的结论是：
学习，独立，面对，争气

要真正学习与掌握一样东西
多么简单也好也要经得起挫折
许多人总会用异样眼神地判定
最重要是在好在坏也在于本身
他人怎么想怎么熄灭怎么间接地取笑
憎恨，失望，伤心

挫折始终是挫折
我不希望自己会重遇过
更不希望别人也会遇上同样的挫折

一个曾最讨厌的人说过
只有自己能改变自己
成不成功只不过是在于运气与时机

McD 麦当劳
经过这学期后
我更了解他们了
他们一一的历史
我看我也记得了更清楚
原来他们的伟大与成功
是多么伟大与成功
不讲也不懂的McPizza, McSalad, McAfrica, McLobster, bla bla bla...
还有McCafe! All The Best!

And i sudden recall

The meal once you said very tasty
On a day like today
I tried it once again
It is just the same old fine taste
Just like the old days

Every breath you take. Every move you make. I'll be watching you.

2010-08-10T09:27:00.000-07:00

朋友
感觉一种很特殊的东西
过去的几年的遥远的陌生
却又会一瞬间渐渐拉近
又成为可以依靠的好兄弟

想象的愿望是那么容易
但真正的追逐梦想却不那么一样
每一次的奔跑地追
以为是一步步的迈进
其实是还有好远好远的距离
感觉自己真的很没用

Looking forward the day after all the assignments are executed=)

I couldn't face a life without your light. So save your breath, I will not care.

2010-07-26T10:08:00.000-07:00

呵。
笨蛋。。

:\

You take the breath right out of me. And let me have what's left.

2010-07-19T06:00:00.000-07:00

病了。

养伤。

In a world come undone. You try to pull me in, I can scream and shout

2010-07-13T01:29:00.000-07:00

难免有时候

曾经忽略过做一些最重要的小事...

曾经失去过一些最重要的朋友...

曾经说错的谎言...

曾经也想尝试挽回的错失...

'Whatever you do in your life will be insignificant, but it's very important that you do it,
because no one else will.'

2010-07-12T03:46:00.000-07:00

一天天一点点
慢慢累积了那麽多的疲倦
我只想要场无梦的睡眠
一瞬间一眨眼
有好些梦想似乎已经实现
只是迷糊的我好像没有发觉

我回到自己小小的房间好让纷乱思绪沉淀
推开窗看这繁华的世界在我的眼前瓦解

我了解太了解
爱情不会像当初那样纯洁
再坏的经验也心存感谢
我想念太想念
那段口袋剩几块钱的岁月
拥抱著梦想我们就心甘情愿

回到自己小小的房间坐在你睡过的床边
已经不去想像什麽永远永远留在心里面

我不知你不觉
傻傻走了好多路来到目前
又要庆祝安然度过一年
好改变坏改变
祝福你我都有能力去应变
万一哪一天我们会不再见面

-小房间-

一瞬间一眨眼我回到自己小小的房间好让纷乱思绪沉淀

2010-07-09T05:38:00.000-07:00

有时候
我天真到认为大学的讲师
也许似中学老师般讲情讲义讲心
啧！收皮啦！饮尿！

就是那么多种的一个
平时的关系已悬吊着
今天给你如此出卖到
微茫的感情渐渐恶化至负数
我点想都想不到

出卖左我地仲要扮清高
到底真是一场巧合？
系还是唔系？

眼前的情形，我真是好难好难相信是巧合是误会
怎样也好，我也希望整件事是正确的一面

真真假假，是是非非，黑黑白白，颠颠倒倒，面面具具，混混乱乱，乌乌烟烟
唉
日后还要怎么相处下去

没被出卖
怎能了解忠心至诚的重要

过去的日子，始终过去的日子

Stardust on my feet, It leaves a taste that's bittersweet. That's called the blues

2010-06-28T03:30:00.000-07:00

不仅不觉，2010也过了一半

我在大学也生活了3分1（很晓幸还能撑下去，哈）

我也很久很久没正正式式地写下我的生活部落格，可能是我懒性又发作 =P，偶尔我也只到twitter写几句废话，写下些生活中的趣事

讲到现在的大学生活，果然也真的与众不同。学习不同的道理，当然也接触不同的东西，认识不同心肠的人



现在认识的朋友，虽然在短暂中也认识了不同朋友，但却不比得中学的一班好友。现在的朋友，虽然也不能说不好，但也只是玩乐上的好伴，却不是那种陪你一起坐牢的好朋友

当然，大学的讲师也不简单，有些讲师真的好棒，每次上他的课都会做一些预料之外的动作或话题，都能让全班笑得不分上下；
但也有些讲师是半认真半搞笑地教书，让全班也跟着他的心情旋律来上课；
也有些讲师是我看他连自己在教什么他都不清不楚，全班也模模糊糊地尝试跟上他的火车轨

讲到Assignment

真的让我这个没有接触过A-level或Foundation不知所措。根本没有做过assignment，不懂该怎么，更不懂要怎么开始。当然这里的人，every man for himself，我也不会旨意要他们的帮忙，所以也不时自己到图书馆自己温习。慢慢来，其实也并不难，就别放弃！但有时候我也只是到那儿玩facebook或twitter罢了，就连这部落格也是在那儿出产的 =D

世界杯...

唉，这一届真的是超冷啊。。。意大利，法国，美国，就连英格兰也不依而同地走出门口。。。别灰心，至少也有西班牙(D. Villa!)，阿根廷( L. Messi!)，德国(Ozil!)，巴西(Julio Cesar!)，还有日本(Honda!)！！！ =)

阿申纳。

加油啦！！！上一届不能，就等这一届吧。。。雨后总是天晴，云后总是明月！相信总能破蛋赢冠军的。新军Marouane Chamakh，还有可能即将来临的Joe Cole，Mark Schwarzer，Laurent Koscielny，加油为阿申纳发亮吧！=]

还有半年2010就划上句号了
大家加油一起度过吧！
Peace
Bye Bye! =)

You've Got a Friend

2010-06-25T23:22:00.000-07:00

☺☺☺☺☺

☻☻☻☻☻

No toy gets left behind.

There's a snake in my boot!

To infinity, and beyond!

Best Of Best!!! =)

Hey soul sister, Hey there mister mister on the radio

2010-06-18T23:19:00.000-07:00

It's really COOL when you follow the RIGHT people in TWITTER!
It's nice reading their tweets.

LOL!!!

-Got pulled over for speeding. The cop said "I've been waiting all day for people like you"
i said "Well, i came as quick as i could".

-Just got hit in the throat with a bottle... OMG my singing career may be over before it even started.

-My doctor asked if any members of my family suffered from insanity,
I replied, no, we all seem to enjoy it.

-Cops never think it's as funny as you do. They sent me a picture of me speeding,
so I sent a picture of a check...
so they sent me a picture of handcuffs

-Get robbed on the street by a stranger, it's called a mugging, get robbed by your government, and it's called "taxes" ;)

-Fact of life... After Monday & Tuesday,
even the calendar says W T F !!

-If you think I'm crazy raise your hand.Now rethink that because your the one sitting at the computer raising your hand.

-When u start to read this message u will realize this message really says nothing at all and u keep reading it and u keep reading it but u can't stop reading it now can u.....lol

TRUTH=)
-Sometimes you have to step out of the ring, surrender, claim your loss,
dust of your dignity and get ready for the next challenge!

-Never live in the past because you can never change it and don't live in the future because you can never predict it,
but live life one moment at a time

-Every day we are faced with choices to make. Before making your choice, ask yourself the most basic question.
Can you sleep at night with the choice you made?

-It isn't a dollar sign that makes a good parent,
but the time, attention, effort and emotion you put forth

-A true friend doesn't care if you're broke as a joke...
your house is a mess... ...
or your family is filled with crazies...
they love you for who you are...
A true friend can go long periods of time without speaking... and never question their friendship...

-Your Life is God's gift to you, and how you live it is your gift to God.

-RESPECT is given..
DISRESPECT is earned..
MISTAKES makes me human..
FAILURE makes me stronger..
God' keeps me alive.

-Release your fears and give faith some breathing room.

-You know it is hard to leave something you love but when you got something you love more it makes it a lot more easier

-Today try to think, say and do at least one thing that makes you a little bit better version of yourself.

-Try not to burn bridges. You never know when you may have to get back over to the other side.

-Our thinking is how we make ourselves prisoners of our emotions so changing our thinking is how we set ourselves free.

-A sense of humor is a power in life...try to find yours if you've lost it...

-Arrogance is very unattractive. Strive to be humble yet still know that you, and all others, are of equal value.

-You are what you repeatedly do. Excellence is not an event - it is a habit.

This moment stops in time. Wherever you lead, I will follow

2010-06-17T09:31:00.000-07:00

A upset, fucked up day for my little myvi
X(
SHIT! SHIT! SHIT! haiz

One, 21 guns. Into the sky, You and I

2010-06-10T08:26:00.000-07:00

Pity day for my little myvi
haiz... haiz... haiz...
='(

2010-06-09T10:55:00.000-07:00

嘿月光下的你
是否在寂寞夜里
回忆过去
你微笑的眼睛
在我脑海里挥之不去

孤单的城市
也曾热闹拥挤
牵着你的手只属于你
此刻你或许已经走进下个风景
记得我们也曾那么
相信爱情

你寂寞的时候
是否还会想起我
想起过去
你快乐的时候
是否还会想起

-月光下 -

贪一刻的乐极忘形好想说谎不眨眼睛共你隔着空在秘密通电

2010-06-01T09:24:00.000-07:00

睇返D旧相，睇返当年影过D傻相，
总系令人领悟到原来眨下眼时间过得甘快，原来眨下眼有D人外表处境连性格改变到五颜六色
有D人真系改变左好多
好多耶都同以前唔同晒

原来看到不同的改变，总令人心里一笑

难过的时刻更是怀念起美好的前景

Well I guess I'm ready. For settling down .

2010-05-21T04:40:00.000-07:00

even SUPERHEROES need a break.
how bout me?
=)

Time, is going by, so much faster than I.

2010-04-27T10:34:00.000-07:00

past 6 years of dependent life in independent school,

now i gotta get used to an independent life in college.

Up on melancholy hill. There's a plastic tree. Are you here with me?

2010-04-22T07:56:00.000-07:00

phew... finally i get some space to breathe
it's been a week since i step in college life for the first time
almost six month since i 'back to study', i almost could not remember how to write, and my hand-writing in six month s***s(yea, i know...)

really kinda weirdo the first day
i was like naive kiddo going to kindergarten (damn!)
some lecturer are really good in hypnotizing (Oh GOD)
some of the mate are really erm... difficult to communicate(a quite big gap)
but some are fine, probably better then me
man, almost every subject is total absolutely stranger to me
it really difficult to me, maybe is the fact that i rest too long, and i could not recall all the high school knowledge...

aikss, i was told that my first multimedia-bla-bla-bla (whatever-the-name-of-the-course-is) assignment & presentation gonna be a individual work
means that i gonna work alone
mam! you gotta be kidding me! that would kill me!
OHHH GOD please help me
x(

Alright!
Adiós Amigos!

We can't pretend. We must run. We must run. It's time to run.

2010-04-01T09:07:00.000-07:00

Clash Between Arsenal And Barcelona, 1st Apr 2010
Round 1 took place at the Emirates Stadium

Every man for himself. Gotta buy that.

At least Nasri did his job and satisfied his conscience.

Zlatan Ibrahimovic was the man for Barcelona.
Arsenal went down 0-2 in less than 15 minutes.

Gallas forced to substituted as he injured his calf. So was Arshavin.

"Football isn't play like that! I'll show ya! Now watch and learn!"
lol. shit.

Walcott did make huge impact as he sub in.
He scored a fired-up important goal.

Crystal clear penalty granted! Good news for home.
But bad for the away as their captain was sent off.

Cesc take his chance......

and score beautifully in the box!
but...

Everything costs price. And he gotta pay that.

Gentlemen game.
The match ended in 2-2.

Finally the man gain back some for respect for himself.
He did fine. He proved to himself and every single fans.

Double blow to Cesc Fabregas. As he get suspension for next match
and cracked his fibula.

Though he did not star this evening, the 60,000 witnesses inside Emirates will remember the game in which he returned for years to come home finally.
Whole stadium included Arsenal fans cheers for Thierry Henry.
Clearly, he has not been forgotten by anyone at Arsenal.

It is a wonderful and beautiful game of the year. Although Messi didn't shine much, but at least both opponent get their job done at the end.
To me, a nice match isn't just score many goals or just win the match.
Sometimes somehow some people wants more other than that.
There were once that i was told that a perfect happy ending is one where everyone gets just what they wanted. And i think this just simply is
=)

Far away, This ship has taken me far away

2010-04-01T04:42:00.000-07:00

When dreams are so obscure and start to fade away...

31st Jan 2010
Ars v ManU
1-3

7th Feb 2010
Chelsea v Arsenal
2-0

27th Mar 2010
B'mingham v Arsenal
1-1

"It is always hard to pick the players up when you get a result like that. We are on a run that is very difficult where we know there is no room for error at all."
Arsène Wenger

Some dance to remember, Some dance to forget. Wake you up in the middle of the night

2010-03-14T10:32:00.000-07:00

相逢恨晚
相处怪少
造物弄人
后会有期？后会无期？
愿有．再见．

＝）

I heard the mission bell And I was thinkin' to myself : "This could be heaven and this could be hell"

2010-03-14T10:19:00.000-07:00

some 'friends'/'best bud' isn't meant be forever...
one of them? two of them? all of them?
end up in a FUCKING same way...
it's just getting worst and worst...
'friends'? Just used to be...
it's FUCKING over

We Are The World 25 For HAITI

2010-02-23T09:04:00.000-08:00

There comes a time

When we hear a certain call
When the world must come together as one
There are people dying
And it’s time to lend a hand to life
The greatest gift of all

We can’t go on
Pretending day by day

that someone, somehow will soon make a change
We are all a part of
God’s great big family
And the truth, you know love is all we need

We are the world
We are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let’s start giving

There’s a choice we’re making
We’re saving our own lives
It’s true we’ll make a better day
Just you and me

Send them your heart
So they’ll know that someone cares
so their cries for help
will not be in vain
We can’t let them suffer
no we cannot turn away
Right now they need a helping hand

Nou se mond la
We are the Children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
so lets start giving
There’s a choice we’re making
We’re saving our own lives
It’s true we’ll make a better day
Just you and me

When you’re down and out
There seems no hope at all
But if you just believe
There’s no way we can fall
Well, well, well, well, let us realize
That a change can only come
When we stand together as one

We are the world
We are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let’s start giving

Got to start giving
There’s a choice we’re making
We’re saving our own lives
It’s true we’ll make a better day
Just you and me

We are the world
We are the children
Its for the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So lets start giving

There’s a choice we’re making
We’re saving our own lives
It’s true we’ll make a better day
Just you and me

[Chorus - All]
We are the world
We are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let’s start giving

There’s a choice we’re making
We’re saving our own lives
It’s true we make a better day
Just you and me

We are the world
We are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let’s start giving

Choice were making
saving our own lives
It’s true we’ll make a better day
Just you and me

[Rap]

We all need somebody that we can lean on
when you wake up look around and see that your dreams gone
when the earth quakes we’ll help you make it through the storm
when the floor breaks a magic carpet to stand on
we are the World united by love so strong
when the radio isn’t on you can hear the songs
a guided light on the dark road your walking on
a sign post to find the dreams you thought was gone
someone to help you move the obstacles you stumbled on
someone to help you rebuild after the rubble’s gone
we are the World connected by a common bond
Love the whole planet sing it along

[Chorus - All]

Everyday citizens
everybody pitching in

Nou se mond la
nou se timoun yo

You and I
You and I

Uh, 12 days no water
whats your will to live?

we amplified the love we watching multiply

Feeling like the Worlds end
we can make the World win

Like Katrina, Africa, Indonesia
and now Haiti needs us, the need us, they need us

[Chorus - All]

Ayiti, Ayiti, Ay, Ay, Ay, Ay, Ay
Ayiti, Ayiti, Ay, Ay, Ay, Ay, Ay
Ayiti, Ayiti, Ay, Ay, Ay, Ay, Ay
[End]

2010-02-23T08:38:00.000-08:00

a unforgettable trip
all the from kl to ch eras
raining day==''' + jammed! + road blocked :x = hours trip
do many stupid things and stuff you never know you would do on the car
...

If this town is just an apple, Then let me take a bite

2010-02-16T08:30:00.000-08:00

so long time since i wrote last post.
time flies, man. now is 2010 Feb
and it is chinese new year, a jungle cat year.
so happy chinese new year! and a belated happy valentine day!
quite alot of things happen in Jan, kinda unforgettable stuff
big lil many things.
well, it's cool that its over now.
now i need to focus on my next mission, university!
life without educated school is really boring
so i really can't wait for a new university life.
and that time is come for sure that i need to be...

-strong and tough

-right timing to relax

-good to each other

-and last the must is happy-go-lucky

ever since i switched to new home.
well, new environment is definitely not my type
the traffic is not-so-good(or lousy maybe) and all the food corner are aggravating
not exactly i can get used to, but soon i will
well i can admit that i miss my old place too
hope for me and every of my friends
all the best of best to this year and the future

and some more, i m crazy to wait to watch these, who is with me=]

Bye!

for some reason, i rather forget the past,
and i chose to get to know you in a all new and different way=)

We'll Be A Dream

2010-01-17T06:02:00.000-08:00

后中华生涯的日子
最近，除了sms或call
也没什么联络见面朋友
看来大家也有各自的事物忙
也有各自的路要走
也有各自的新环境新生活

前几天
09年6A爱又能重聚了
一起参加朋友生日会
虽然没有很多朋友到
但也很不错了
一起吹水，有说有笑
互相作弄，互相问候，关心...
不亦乐乎地笑
那一刻，我不禁想起
过去在中华开心的日子

有时候
在工作的时候
偶尔望去隔壁的街
看见几位青年的女生们努力地学芭蕾课
也看见几位中学生穿着的那一套校服
甚至有时候早上在6点多无端端惊醒
心中也不禁涌起了一阵感触
脑海中也浮现了相关的很多甜蜜与苦衷的回忆

看回一些以往不同年的班刊
找回一些以往的班服，运动服，会服，役跑服
看回了许多照片，初一初二到高三
回想起许多以前的回忆，做过的傻事，无聊的想法废话
看过的戏，听过的歌，学过的课，风光过的威水史，分享过的心爱
跳过的舞，谈过的足球，交过的朋友，许过的诺言
后悔高兴平淡伤心过的事

这一切，想起来
有时候会沾沾自喜
有时候蛮后悔伤心
有时候也自己傻笑起来

现在，回头望一望
原来自己也已爬得那么高了
虽然对于往年的中华生涯生活真的真的很怀念
但我懂那儿也已没空间容纳我了
我也知道是时候放下与前进了
别忘了自己最近许的诺言哦=)

有时候，你最讨厌的人，在某些关键时刻，却成为了你最依靠的人。。。还有什么办法好呢？

Do you remember the nights
We'd stay up just laughing
Smiling for hours
At anything
Remember the nights
We drove around crazy in love

When the lights go out
We'll be safe and sound
We'll take control of the world
Like it's all we have to hold on to
And we'll be a dream

Do you remember the nights
We made our way dreaming
Hoping of being
Someone big
We were so young then
We were too crazy
In love

When the lights go out
We'll be safe and sound
We'll take control of the world
Like it's all we have to hold on to
And we'll be a dream

Whoa whoa
Whoa whoa
Whoa whoa

When the lights go out
We'll be safe and sound
We'll take control of the world
Like it's all we have to hold on to
And we'll be

When the lights go out
We'll be safe and sound
We'll take control of the world
Like it's all we have to hold on to
And we'll be a dream

=)

2010-01-01T09:02:00.000-08:00

2009
everything, everyone all the time
thanks for the memories
curtain came down, goodbye for now

2010
another time, another place, another chapter
the best is yet to come
here without, here we go

Sign Of The Times

2009-12-28T21:42:00.000-08:00

无惊无险，不知不觉
09年也接近了尾声
10年也渐渐迈进了

1分钟60秒，1小时3600秒
24小时后，又是新的1天
7天过了，又是新的1个星期
30天过了，又是新的1个月
12个月，48个星期，365天，8760小时后，又是新的1年
新的1年，另1篇人生故事，新的挑战迎接

终于，我也结束了中学的生涯
甜甜蜜蜜，
叛叛逆逆，
如醉非醉，
强颜欢笑，
笑中有泪，
苦苦涩涩，
美美丽丽，
苦恼压力，
游游戏戏，
琐琐碎碎，
的一切

说短不短，说长不长的6年
初中的
1（和）
2（勇）
3（廉）

高中的
1文（义）
2文（信）
3文（爱）

还有最重要的2件事
1+1+1+1的4年
历史学会
跟1+1+1的3年
舞蹈学会

这一切
可以当是开心美丽的结局吗？
还是当是简简单单的句号吗？
或是当作可有可无的回忆呢？

初中生涯
初中1和
进中华的第一年，就好像一个无知的乡下仔进入复杂的大城市
没有一个认识的朋友
战战兢兢的过日子
也没舍勇气跟一整班陌生同学讲话
功课课程也追不上
上半年的总平均考得没舍理想
没被父母亲责骂，反而被当年的班主任骂
下半年也发奋图强努力
后来也认识几个好朋友
那一年，选择了进的历史学会
温馨，纳闷，繁忙，开心，，难忘，学习... 的学会=))
筹款，义跑，旭日东升，一日游等等

初中2勇
Oh My GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
被学校排进这班也算最倒霉的一年
全年班上的同学记小过记大过得罪人打架反驳的次数数之不清
被老师们誉为“全校最烂的班”
还创作了“勇于犯错”的口号
后来学校再也停用“勇”班了几年
至到近年来才开回
当年我也被影响，上半年原本的总平均下半年却被拉低
上半年的成绩与下半年的相差于天与地

有时候我在想，若当年我的上下半年成绩没有被影响的话
那，今天的我会怎样？

初中3廉
终于也到了初中生涯的最后一年

那一年算是很开心的一年
遇到一个很不错很搞笑的马来文班主任
每天上她的课总是有很多开心的欢乐笑声
当年，我也遇到我至今的死党颜祯亿
也开始跟俊翰泳财志强疯狂起来
风靡一时，叱咤风云，争论满天的EVER6IX
后来也开始承受PMR与统考压力了
那一年有好的回忆，当然也有不好的回忆
年尾也与3廉一起去Pulau Kukup 毕业旅行

高中生涯
高1文义
终于也开始了长裤的生活
也是第一年参加中华举办的运动会
被排到这班，全班每天在足球论
使我对足球的热诚也灼热起来，整天跟他们高谈阔论
今年也是我与祯亿俊翰泳财第一年加入舞蹈学会
进那学会算是我的中学生涯的最大转折点
让我的高中生涯添加了更不一样的经历
体验过许多我不曾拥有的回忆
遇到几位用心良苦的好教练与一班知己
第一支舞
《登场》的诞生
接触了舞台，现代舞，比赛，胜利奖杯，感动等等
那一年也算是我中学生涯读书成绩最堕落的一年
简直可用“烂”来形容
马来语，数学，地理等成绩一落千丈到最谷底
最终走上补考之路

高2文信
SPM 之年
这一班也其实没什么特别的回忆
唯独就是遇到了两个很不赖的语文老师
这一班当然也不算什么好班
那一年一年中也换了很多不同的科任老师
今年也是开始拥有足球班级比赛
在学会方面
也增加了不少新男生
气势一大增
第二集第二支舞
《洪水》的诞生
当然这一支舞也有比赛也有获奖也风光过
那一年年尾，已经有一半高二生也选择离校了

高3文爱
今年，难忘的一年
全班一起打边炉，一起出外筹款，一起布置厕所，
一起打理教师节，
一起义跑，一起庆祝每一个人的生日，
一起参与学术学艺展，一起study group，
一起开玩笑，一起努力考统考紧张成绩，
一起努力拿整洁冠军，一起谈波经，
一起参加每一个OpenHouse生日会BBq，
一起参加毕旅UmaRani饮茶万人宴PromNight，
一起毕业短片，一起在班上“煲”周星驰=)
今年是很特别的一年，也是最多回忆的一年，也是最多不开心回忆的一年
原本拥有50个人的班，后来也有6个学生到四月就离开了
剩下的44个人一起撑下去迎接UEC
中间也有些不好的回忆，部分人也由于些原因搞到吵架翻面分派
很晓幸的是最后大家能摊开来解决，分享，也搞了个Bbq来挽回感情
此事之后，大家的感情也显得更巩固也更珍惜
之后，大伙儿也一起拼命在UEC，一起study group，一起分享考试贴士，
短短的一年，也有很不错的回忆
今年也是很多香港与好莱坞天王天后去世的一年
在学会方面
当然在第三年，也有第三支舞的诞生
是一支双人舞
但某些因素
却没机会比赛或表演，是惋惜的遗作
但舞蹈学会也留下很多美丽的回忆＝））

毕业后，现在
只有专注做工了
一个人打两份工
每天精疲力尽

总总来来去去回回，
这样就六年了，
有说，有笑，有哭，有感触的六年，
不少班服，不少班刊，不少照片，也不少回忆，
在多少页，多少天，多少嘴巴也说不完
从一棵小幼苗，至今茂盛的大树．．．
过去只能成为回忆
现在
只有真挚地祝福你们每一位

他们每天都说
岁月如歌
有时候，我听着收音机时
无意中听到些旧时光的歌
听到些曾几何时我最爱不释手的歌
却突然心中涌出了一阵阵感触
脑中浮现了一些旧旧的回想

swear it over again
Just look around
And all of the people that we used to know
Have just given up, they wanna let it go
But we're still trying

I'm glad we're on this one way street just you and I
Just you and I

here without you
but I hope that it gets better as we go
I'm here without you baby,
but you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time

you think of me
Take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories, I don't need 'em
Take your space and all your reasons
But you'll think of me

right here waiting
Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane

I took for granted all the times
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears

Beautiful Freak
you're such a beautiful freak
i wish there were more just like you
you're not like all of the others

some people think you have a problem

but that problem lies only with them

just 'cause you are not like the others

and that is why i love you

beautiful freak, beautiful freak

now and forever
I'll try to show you
Each and every way I can

Now I can rest my worries
And always be sure
That I won't be alone anymore

小丑
你给的爱就像是我手里的气球
让放松之后容易溜走
像魔术表演的技巧让你不透风
都被你看穿的太没用

能做个朋友这一切已经足够
反正我的脸只能挂着笑容
你若大接受我拿什么要求

好啦，到这里啦
掰掰=)

- You cannot have a rainbow, without a storm first.
It is a scientific fact. Rainbows, only follow storms.

- Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is mystery. Today is a gift. That's why we call it present.

- Together we will be Invincible.

- The last laugh is over, so goodbye for now.

- Wake me up when December ends.

- It could not be the best after all, but still is truly sign of the times.

Invincible

2009-12-05T07:17:00.000-08:00

漆黑的夜里暗淡的光
照射着影子孤单行走

人来人往的夜街上
街道却仍然很空阔

上一刻一切还在我左右
这一刻我却找得好辛苦

time for miracles.

A. Lambert

2009-11-11T05:31:00.000-08:00

November
Not much to remember
You were not in sight

December
Change of the weather
You were by my side

Love is all we want
Love
Love is all we need
Is all that we really want

No matter
Where the day goes
I know you're close by
Changes in the seasons
It's just what's required

Love is all we want
Love
Love is all we need
Is all that we really want

Love is all we want
Love
Love is all we need
Is all that we really want

Yeah love, love, love
Is we what we want
Is what we want
Is what we really need

Love, love, love, love
Is what we want
Is what we want
It's what we really need

Yeah yeah love
Is what we want
Is what we really want
Yeah hey yeah
Love

校服

2009-11-06T08:55:00.000-08:00

不明白
有时给我是长聚紧扣的感觉
有时却给我是度年如日的感觉

转眼间
今天
踏入零九年十一月六日
估不到
已经是我在中华挨了六年来
最后一次回校“上课”了

在那儿
曾经留下的
光辉的岁月
也几乎已流走了
也不属于我的了

在那儿
曾遗留下的步伐
慢慢地也随阵风儿消失了
慢慢地也被后一代跨入了

渐渐地毕业后
开心的是我终于踏入人生更高步层
悲伤的是离别朋友老师们的欢乐声

那一件陈旧的黄白色校服
从初中到高中
从短裤至长裤
从白袜至中华袜
加加起来也有蛮多件
陪伴着我慢慢地成长
到今天
终于也功成身退
也累了
终于也在衣柜里永远地冬眠了

明天，就是我人生中学毕业的那一天

Solitaire

2009-11-03T03:56:00.000-08:00

人海之中追来追去
繁忙的繁忙
享受的享受
变态的变态
寻找的寻找

但是
偶然一仰望

从前的蓝天空
片片的白云朵
衰老的夕阳悬挂着

狭窄却圆满的天空
密麻却简明的云朵
耀眼却漂亮的夕阳

我静静地凝望着，凝望着，沉思中
一刻又一刻又过了

我想不透
这其实是一幅天下无双画
还是只纯粹是一幅抽象画

要是怎样
会是怎样
想是怎样
将是怎样
能不能让我们自己来选
还是一切只能默默随从

回忆中的期待
远远输给现实中的失望
思想中的兴奋
远远输给真实中的意料之外

如果往往斗不了结果
落空往往比不上勇气

对或错
我或他
而家或往后
不重要

假若看真
无法改变的事实
无法逃避的事实
只好接受去容纳
重新开始
从心开始

统考2

2009-10-31T11:40:00.000-07:00

22th Oct 09 马来西亚文，历史
第一天的统考
紧张得不知所措
爆冷！

23th Oct 09 华文，商业概论
第二天的统考

无奈... 破镜...

24th Oct 09 数学，商业学
第三天的统考
差一些睡迟！

25th Oct 09 星期日
返校，返校，返校，返校.....
簿记，簿记，簿记...

26th Oct 09 簿记
第四天统考
又来爆冷？！

27th Oct 09 英文，地理
第五天统考
度日如年。。。
一刻如三秋。。。

28th Oct 09 休息一天
经济，经济，经济，经济....

29th Oct 09 经济学
七点钟，八点钟，九点钟，十点钟，十一点钟，十二点钟，
一点钟，两点钟，三点钟，四点半！！
岁月如歌
酱就考完
酱就讲Bye Bye 了
永远的掰掰

其实也算幸运下，这几天都没行差踏错
监考老师也没想像中那么坏，没耳中形容中那么衰
谁都好啦，已过去成为回忆了

30th Oct 09
This is the moment.
This Is It.

统考

2009-10-29T11:45:00.000-07:00

望着这时间表
睇住这分这刻
我愣了一会儿
思沉

回望那日那背影那一切
仿佛也没什么被遗漏下

走过几趟路
读过几本书
哼过几首歌

时候到时候
收拾好一切

甜蜜也好
仇恨都好

心声
说
别了。。

今天两句

2009-10-11T00:20:00.000-07:00

放松不是松懈
放下不是放弃

等于

2009-09-25T05:35:00.000-07:00

100 - 1 = 00

100% x 100% = 10000%

(0 + 0) or (0 - 0) or (0 x 0) or (0 / 0) = SHIT!

用心良苦 + 吊儿郎当 = ？？

it's all for love

L. O. V. E.

假若当真
原来真身不吸引...
原来夸张的曲节更动人...

荣字！

时光

2009-09-19T00:01:00.000-07:00

都好久好久没写左
自从下载了pps
每次上网都是煲戏
没什么写部落格
但是
这段日子其实也发生了好多好多事下
由考试讲起。。。
我的年终毕业考，亦也是我中华生涯的最后一张考试也考完告终
能够从此摆脱中华学校的考试束搏
可能是一件好事，现在只有所有注意力在最后一张高中统考
唉，但是想到毕业考亦欲哭无泪
三科语文考试作文竟然同一时几乎离题
马来语那篇完全离题，英语华语篇也生死未仆
真的是所谓的“三喜临门”咯，将多年在中华也未试过一次任何一科语文考试作文写离题
尽然也在最后一年的最后一次的毕业考给一个酱大的整蛊，
无泪。无言。

想起这几个礼拜的期间，都有一些好残忍的事
黑暗的社会，一塌糊涂
几天前，学校外面一个无辜的少年无端端哽了几劈
还要是无仇无怨
好柴他好像没赔上命仔
那一天的早上，在草场那一角
我在那儿停车
在车上轻松地看报纸，听歌
还跟几位朋友在草场上讲了些废话
慢慢拖拖拖最后才慢条斯理地进学校
唉，谁会懂就在我离开没多久
就开始洗血了
地点还要是我停车的地方旁边
停在我旁边的车，我朋友的车
车头还溅有一些血
吓死人咩
如果当初小弟再逗留久一点
我也不敢想象了
有时候，我真的是觉得自己真是好好运下
无论如何，现在的社会真是人面兽心，禽兽不如
大家真是真是要很小心很小心



《UP》
最近才看了
考完试了的那个礼拜
同三个朋友到甲洞看的
那一天是拜三
在戏院还遇到班主任
她也很惊讶遇到我们还被她捏
虽然，我觉得这部片没很多很好笑
但是我觉得真是真是很好看
因为真是有很多很感动的剧情
一间绑住几千几万条气球的屋子
一个很天真但是很重感情的肥仔
好多个不可思议的狗（最钟意看的画面）
一个几十岁人的老人家
可以不怕用生命冒险来实现一个童年时的梦想
最后的结局都有很美丽很感动地闭幕
其实
人生会有很多梦想，但不会有不可能，只是肯不肯去实现



我的最大支持！ Arsenal Forever!

Barclays Premier League
Everton vs Arsenal 1 : 6
Cesc Fabregas(2), William Gallas, Thomas Vermaelen, Denilson, Eduardo Da Silva

Barclays Premier League
Arsenal vs Portsmouth 4 : 1
Abou Diaby(2), William Gallas, Aaron Ramsey

Barclays Premier League
Manchester United vs Arsenal 2 : 1
Andrey Arshavin

Barclays Premier League
Manchester City vs Arsenal 4 : 2
Robin van Persie, Tomas Rosicky

Barclays Premier League Arsenal vs Wigan Athletic 4 : 0
Thomas Vermaelen(2), Emmanuel Eboue, Cesc Fabregas

继续加油啊！看好你们！总也能够夺冠！！！

人家说岁月如歌，播完一首下一首就是新的开始
都估不到这一切过得这么快
望一望，原来2009 年也会差不多接近尾声了
转眼发现，原来在中华独中也过了五年八个月
这期间过得酱快
真是不懂应该怎样形容
从一个静静、什么都不懂、害怕的
都现在的6a爱
多一阵子，筵席散了各自也会各自有路走
再聚的那时候，都不懂会不会好似以往那么多话题可以谈到通宵都不够
那时候，你们会变成怎样

说
太多话我想说...
但我
还是要哑口道别...

杨子荣字！

人生不过如此

2009-08-26T08:50:00.000-07:00

巴士站

2009-08-26T08:13:00.000-07:00

有时候
好似在巴士站
等待
每一刻
多少巴士多少班机经过
有没有察觉，有没有忽略，有没有计算？
上上落落都数不清
终于等到了
上一辆适合巴士
几个铜钱，叮叮当当
陪伴我到最后的终点
有时候，错失了最后一班巴士
最后惟有慢慢行路返

杨大侠字

最佳的损友

2009-08-22T21:46:00.000-07:00

晴雨阴天变个不停
我负荷着沉重的心情
压抑着
其实时时还有

你
试过帮我清醒
试过帮我摆脱
试过帮我从中解救
但为什么到最后被沉溺的却是你

你
昨日，我的最佳的损友
来日，却变成最陌生的路人
为何久知己
在最后变不到老友
我想不透
有可能，我们只不过在利用着对方
逃避着真正的现实

以后
各自也有自己路走
心中晓得怎样也留不住对方
背影渐渐也消失
眼泪只有背着流

心中的一处，回忆中的一面
都会记的
过去很久的某一天
我也曾遇过你

往后，
有缘的话
总有一天也能再相聚
问候一句
‘最近还好吗？’

到时候。。。

杨大侠字

闭幕

2009-08-15T09:02:00.000-07:00

几年前
一个年纪小小的细路仔
从一个单纯的小花园儿
独自走进一个陌生的青青一片森林
这孤独的行程中，只有带着一盆萌芽的种子与一只幼小的雀儿

就这样，行程也如此开始了
他，毫无方向，不熟悉一切，身无多分文...
面对着眼前的一切
只有靠着一点奋斗与迁就与运气

一路上，乌云密布，风风雨雨，坎坷的路，吃人兽一大把，陷阱一大堆
有悲有喜
有成功也有失望
有失落地孤单过，也有开心地聚集过
有站过在最高峰，也跌过最谷底
泪水欢笑烦恼兴奋数不尽

一天酱过，一年酱过，一分钟也是酱过，一秒也仍然酱过
岁月总是不留人
不知不觉，时间就这样流走几年后
雀儿也逐渐长大了，也要拥有自己的自由，细路仔也只好放它飞走，给它获取自己的所要
萌芽的种子也慢慢变成树了，细路仔也只有让它种植在地上，让它能获得更好

然而。。。

杨大侠字

Last Happy Moment

2009-08-12T07:23:00.000-07:00

过了今日
可以说最后一次学会也度过了
在这里
我要
谢谢你们留给我的回忆
谢谢你们举办的欢送会
无论怎样
我只能够用我最真诚的来祝福你们
往后好好照顾自己
舞蹈学会靠你们了
加油！

to be continue...

点解？就是甘

2009-08-12T07:14:00.000-07:00

就是因为
有70%的惹事异族的出现

5-13的事件才会发生！

突然

2009-08-07T06:33:00.000-07:00

怀念的过去...

甘就又一日左

2009-08-03T10:20:00.000-07:00

批评家

只会在每样细小事物前挑剔小错误

东选西择

却慢慢将所有选择都消除掉

说出一些自以为是的潇洒借口

终究不过是一个孤僻又矛盾的批评家

One Day As A Child

2009-07-27T05:52:00.000-07:00

向来

人总是到了山崖才懂得站稳

逝去了的，如何留得住

One Day As A TZi VIn

2009-07-25T05:49:00.000-07:00

瞬间

一种矛盾

上一刻... 相聚
下一刻... 遗忘

瞬间

一具假面

上一刻... 故事
下一刻... 谎言

瞬间
一股感觉
上一刻... 开心
下一刻... 平淡

瞬间
一阵微风
上一刻... 停留
下一刻... 消逝

瞬间
一片天空
上一刻... 晴朗
下一刻... 狂风

瞬间
一根小草
上一刻... 堕落
下一刻... 自由

瞬间
一道白云
上一刻... 良心有愧
下一刻... 问心无愧

瞬间
一片空白
上一刻... 无声无气
下一刻... 无泪无言

i' ll be there
will you be there?

One Day As A Better Man

2009-07-22T08:53:00.000-07:00

一句话...
没想过，
短短的一句话，

潦草的笔画中，亦又碰不着的温馨
复杂的字句中，亦又碰不到的鼓励
难明的意识中，亦也碰不到的力量

无意中，一句话...
寻回了曾经失去的回忆
学会了以前都不明白的
盛满了无法隐藏的悲伤
体会了以前没感受过的
负荷了无法承受的压抑

字句
说不长说不完

路程
数不尽的足迹

回忆
但求依然还是

往后
原是无法妄想

一句话
失去了突然又找得回
威水过... 并肩过... 开心伤心过... 引以为傲过...

汗流侠背... 亦度过一天

One Day As A Fallen Hero

2009-07-17T11:28:00.000-07:00

14个人
终于，也写完了全部感言

有些写了很多
但也其实不算很多

对着有些人
可能会有通宵也说不完的话
对着也有些人
可能也会连一句话也无法

14个人中
唔知点解
有些人
我写了很多一直以来困在我心里面想讲的好话也有坏话
讲完了出来
我也觉得很释放的感受
却有些人
我仍还是说不出我想表达的话
可能麻木了也可能遗忘了
还是我自己也根本写不出

两年多了
不长也不短

从那里到这里
这段路程...
其实也挺长

以前，我们无话不谈...
现在，我们无话可谈...
没有意思

sometimes i thought that i m the only one who always get the last laugh
guess i m wrong this time

One Day As A Liar

2009-07-17T10:44:00.000-07:00

如果我听歌可眼红何以待你好偏不懂
自细做过多少美梦慈悲的伟论
连乞丐喊穷心也痛
竟怕放怀拥抱你让你露欢容
追悔无用转眼发现你失踪

曾听说过你某夜结婚未曾露笑容
实在不敢知道我是元凶
大概当初我未懂得顾忌
年少率性害惨你
令人受伤滋味难保更可悲
这心地再善良终生怎去向你说对不起

良心有愧原来随便错手可毁了人一世
立志助世人脱贫以为
便伟大到像多麽有为
这种剌蝟连谁曾待我好都可带来伤势
被我害过来接受我跪
是我在制造眼泪居然想救世

就算积储献尽饥荒赤地
而太多债没处理
累人累己滋味余生也记起
数一数我实情不只得你要说句对不起

良心有愧原来随便错手可毁了人一世
立志助世人脱贫以为
便伟大到像多麽有为
这种剌蝟连谁曾待我好都可带来伤势
被我害过来接受我跪
是我在制造眼泪居然想救世

于心有愧原来随便错手可毁了人一世
立志助世人脱贫以为
便伟大到像多麽有为
这种剌蝟连谁曾待我好都可带来伤势
内疚内疚内疚没作为
直到某年某日我能安息於葬礼

仍想你一家可到齐

One Day As A Riddler

2009-07-10T08:46:00.000-07:00

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一万个点解？？

One Day As A Smooth Criminal

2009-07-06T04:56:00.000-07:00

星期六 4/6
阴
放学时间
---
他们抱着兴奋的心情
踏上最后一项比赛的战台
班级足球赛
我们是被看好的班
以为可以顺顺利利地度过
原本一切都在策略内
可惜往往事与愿违
领先着 0-1 的他们
最后却输 3-1 告终
淘汰
结束
别气馁吧
the best is yet to come
=)

星期六 4/6
阴
晚上
---
朋友家
YIBei 的 open house
她家真的好美
好久没有跟自己班的朋友晚上一起聚聚了
大家一起吹水，讲废话，搞三搞四
大家你踩下我，我踩下你
真是让人又爱又恨的废材
开心？温馨？
那时我在想，不懂 N 年后
见到所有的朋友，无论几岁也好
大家还会这么废吗？
哈

星期五3/6
晴
晚上
---
跟好久没见的朋友
贞亿和亦刚
去TarC 睇 Eason
酱久没见，他们也是那么废
搞笑
人生第一次进Tar College
人生第一次睇Eason

掰掰=)

One Day As A Maniac

2009-07-06T04:32:00.000-07:00

所谓的曾经
就是回忆
原来就不属于妄想
只是我们都渐渐地遗忘
心也不知已飘去哪儿
失去了什么

One Day As A Audience

2009-07-05T01:01:00.000-07:00

转眼间

MJ 逝世也十天了

这十天中

全世界也被震动

很多天的娱乐头条新闻都是他

十多个歌迷为他而自杀

以前的所有专辑的销售到处Top Ten

全世界各地每个人都追悼会

两百多首遗作

电视节目与收音机也不停播放他的音乐与演唱会

现在听回了他以前的歌，也有产生了不同的感觉

还记得一天晚上，MJ 的一个歌迷打去一个收音电台，哭着地倾诉她无法接受MJ的死讯，说她感觉上现在的生活好像缺少了某样东西，感觉上很孤单，还越哭越厉害...
真是个脆弱的傻瓜
不过，电台的DJ 也赶紧不停地安慰她，还安慰她无论何时，MJ 都在我们的心中，之后，那DJ播了一首 “You Are Not Alone”的歌给那歌迷...

感动
感触

You are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

Tell the angels no, I don't wanna leave my baby alone
I don't want nobody else to hold you
That's a chance I'll take
Baby I'll stay, Heaven can wait
No, if the angels took me from this earth
I would tell them bring me back to her
It's a chance I'll take, maybe I'll stay
Heaven can wait

You're beautiful,you're wonderful,incredible I love you so
You beautiful
Each moment spent with you is simply wonderful
This love I have for you girl it's incredible
And I don't know what I'd do, if I can't be with you
The world could not go on so every night I pray
If the Lord should come for me before I wake
I wouldn't wanna go if I can't see your face, can't hold you close
What good would Heaven be If the angels came for me I'd tell them no

No, I don't wanna leave my baby alone
I don't want nobody else to hold you
That's a chance I'll take
Baby I'll stay, Heaven can wait
No, if the angels took me from this earth
I would tell them bring me back to her
It's a chance I'll take, baby I'll stay
Heaven can wait

Unthinkable
Me sitting up in the clouds and you are all alone
The time might come around when you'd be moving on
I'd turn it all around and try to get back down to my baby girl
Can't stand to see nobody kissing, touching her
Couldn't take nobody loving you the way we were
What good would Heaven be
If the angels come for me I'd tell them no

No, I don't wanna leave my baby alone
I don't want nobody else to hold you
That's a chance I'll take
Baby I'll stay, Heaven can wait
No, if the angels took me from this earth
I would tell them bring me back to her
It's a chance I'll take, maybe I'll stay
Heaven can wait

Oh no, can't be without my baby
Won't go, without her I'd go crazy
Oh no, guess Heaven will be waiting
Ooh
Oh no, can't be without my baby
Won't go, without her I'd go crazy
Oh no, guess Heaven will be waiting
Ooh

Just leave us alone, leave us alone
Please leave us alone
Please leave us alone
Leave me alone
Please leave me alone
I said leave me alone

Heaven Can Wait by Michael Jackson

One Day As A Freak

2009-07-04T23:24:00.000-07:00

七月... 了

这个礼拜，多多少少也不少轻重事
盘绕着大家话题的病疫
已经越来越扩散

循人独中 --- 已经关闭了一个礼拜
尊孔独中 --- 校方严厉迫使全部学生使用口罩，没带口罩的学生会被记过
我的学校中华独中 --- 忐忑不安，校方随时发短讯给全体学生宣告关闭

昨天
校方召集完所有老师
开了两次紧急会议
都是有关 A 流感的会议
只看到
每个学生都显得好奇
每个老师都显得心乱如麻

上课时
有的老师显得很担心而没什么教书
有的老师也仍然很悠闲地教书
有的就趁还没停课就不停地赶课

我的班主任
昨天也病倒了
也没来学校
晚上也没跟我们班一起去的一个朋友的party
听说她又发烧又感冒
情况也不定

不知道做什么
可能最近我身旁的朋友都病倒了
总是有停课的预感

回想起想当年
那时的我还是小学六年级的学生
引起全世界骚动的SARS
也没有需停课那么严重
考UPSR

但是，现在的感觉
就好像一套戏一样
就像The Happening里面情节般

很多老师也说了
虽然这病毒的死亡率
也只有0.001%

怎样也好
好好照顾自己啦
拾生啦 =)

One Day As A Cat

2009-07-02T07:27:00.000-07:00

Lyrics

I started a joke, which started the whole world crying,

but I didn't see that the joke was on me, oh no.

I started to cry, which started the whole world laughing,
oh, if I'd only seen that the joke was on me.

I looked at the skies, running my hands over my eyes,
and I fell out of bed, hurting my head from things that I'd said.

Til I finally died, which started the whole world living,
oh, if I'd only seen that the joke was on me.

I looked at the skies, running my hands over my eyes,
and I fell out of bed, hurting my head from things that I'd said.

'Til I finally died, which started the whole world living,
oh, if I'd only seen that the joke was on me

So Close But Yet So Far

2009-06-29T08:57:00.000-07:00

不知不觉
成绩册也曝光了
上半年的耕耘如何，收获也便如何
下半年的课程也开始了
换了新的位子
视力已经不大好的我
现在更坐在后面
下半年的课程
现在可说每一位老师都在赶课
动不动就讲要借节，评测，功课，不然也就默写
日历上，离统考或预试的日子也愈了来愈薄了
背负着繁重的课业与老师的期望所造成的压力

今天
我与朋友谈话中
无意中
谈到一位平时我跟朋友都离不开话题的主角的近况
有时世事真是很难料
有时很多东西越没可能发生的，或你越不会想到会发生的
偏偏就会这样
虽然我那位朋友没有一五一十地暴完
但少少却已够我捏冷汗
真是世估唔到
不过
因为这一次，让我更认识一个人
曾经做过的决定
虽然过去会觉得很矛盾
现在也不那么一样了
感觉也不同了

I’m not really sure of the words to say
If only you knew that I feel this way
I wanna give my heart to you
Show me the way that you want me to

I know for sure there’s a place for us
I’m counting the days till I feel your touch
You come to me when I dream at night
When I’m with you it will be so right
If you could see the love in my eyes
You should know that I’m on your side
Ohh ohh ohh
I’d be yours
You be mine
Ohh what will I do

Final Curtain Call

2009-06-26T06:38:00.000-07:00

25th June
A Day Of Lost Icon
1958-2009

You Are Not Alone

Another day is gone, I'm still all alone
How could this be, when you're not here with me
You never said goodbye, someone tell me why
Did you have to go, and leave my world so cold
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away?
Something whispers in my ear and says,

That you are not alone
I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
You are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone

Just the other night, I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come, and I hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers, your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand, then forever can began
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away?
Something whispers in my ear and says

That you are not alone
I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
You are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there, I'll be there

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone (You are not alone)
For I am here with you (I am here with you)
Though you're far away (Though you're far away)
I am here to stay
For you are not alone (You're always in my heartttttttttttt)
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone...(Not alone, oh~)
(Oh~~oh~oh) You are not alone, you are not alone, say it again
(Oh~~oh~oh) You are not alone, you are not alone, not alone, not alone
(Oh~~oh~oh) You just reach out for me, girl . In the morning, in the evening
(Oh~~oh~oh) Not alone, not alone, you and me, not alone
(Oh~~oh~oh) Together, together
(Oh~~oh~oh) Can’t stop being alone….

"Every neighborhood has the guy who you don't see, so you gossip about him. You see those stories about him, there's the myth that he did this or he did that. People are crazy!"

— Michael Jackson

The Happening

2009-06-24T09:15:00.000-07:00

And now... It's HAPPENING...

Alert!
we are
...

UNDER ATTACK
!

H1N1

9 ways TO AVOID
(protect yourself)

As with any contagious illness, minimizing your chances of introducing bacteria or a virus to your system is key in staying well. “Good hygiene is the best and first line of defense against any type of cold or flu,” says Norman H. Edelman, MD, chief medical officer for the American Lung Association.“This includes frequent hand washing and covering your mouth when coughing or sneezing.”

Wash your hands with liquid soap

The American Lung Association advises that hand washing is most effective with liquid soap. Rub hands vigorously under running water (of any temperature) for at least 20 seconds -- long enough to sing the “Happy Birthday” song twice.

Thoroughly dry your hands

Make sure you dry your hands completely before touching anything, especially in public places. Use the paper towel to turn off the faucet and open the door of the bathroom on your way out.

Always carry hand sanitizer

If soap and water is not available, use an alcohol-based hand sanitizer. Keep a small bottle in your purse, car and your child’s backpack

Avoid touching your face

Dr Edelman says to avoid touching your eyes, nose and mouth. “This is one way in which germs are easily spread,” he warns.

Stay away from those who are sick

“Avoiding close contact with sick people is another key line of defense,” says Dr Edelman. Be aware of flu symptoms so that you can take precautionary measures if illness occurs. The H1N1 swine flu presents symptoms similar to seasonal flu, such as fever, lethargy, lack of appetite, coughing, body aches and pains, and has not been reported to be any more severe than the common flu. Instruct your children to avoid anyone with symptoms of any illness.

Stay home if you feel ill

The American Lung Association says to STAY HOME if you're experiencing mild symptoms to avoid spreading illness – whether it is the swine flu or another bug. See a doctor if your symptoms are more severe, particularly if you have traveled to Mexico or have been in contact with someone who has recently returned from the region.

Get your flu shot

Though there is currently no vaccine for the H1N1 swine flu virus, the American Lung Association recommends getting your annual influenza vaccination.

Don’t panic

Taking steps to avoid the H1N1 swine flu should be a top priority for you and your family. After all, practicing good hygiene is a beneficial lifelong habit to have, pandemics or not. And don't panic: There are treatments available if you or a family member does happen to get the swine flu. The Centers For Disease Control has confirmed that anti-viral drugs such as oseltamivir (Tamiflu) and zanamivir (Relenza) are effective against the H1N1 swine flu.

Stay informed

Stephen J Nolan, the American Lung Association’s national board chair, suggests learning as much as you can about ways to avoid the H1N1 swine flu. “We are closely following this rapidly developing issue and have assembled information and resources on our websites to help the public stay informed and to learn how to best protect themselves while preventing the spread of infection,” he says. You'll also find more information at the Centers of Disease Control and Prevention Website.

The Pieces Don't Fit Anymore

2009-06-23T07:48:00.000-07:00

无惊无险
学术学艺展就这样划上一个美丽的句号
中华90周年的另一个大型活动也结束了

我亦体验到好多
有时情况并没有我们想象中那么完美
有时计划是没有我们想象中那么顺利
好多时候好多节目都临时赶工呕出来
好彩最后亦蛮成功地进行

最令我感动的是
在班上的最后一幕表演前
竟然可以吸引到很多很多观众挤完全班

虽然也蛮短暂
这里刚刚说开始布置准备学艺展
转眼间，就布置完开始学术学艺展
转眼间，第一次表演了第一次化妆了第一天学艺展也结束
再转眼间，就掰掰了

可能，欢乐的时间就是这么快 =)

中间
大家一起收拾，一起欢呼，一起观赏，一起紧张，一起影相，一起疯狂
见返好多离校的朋友们聚久，
包括好久不见的福伯

...

这一些一种说不出的感觉
又爱又恨
又生气又开心

you're such a beautiful freak
i wish there were more just like you
you're not like all of the others

some people think you have a problem

but that problem lies only with them

just 'cause you are not like the others

and that is why i love you
beautiful freak, beautiful freak
that is why i love you
beautiful freak, beautiful freak

2Day + 2Moro

2009-06-20T08:22:00.000-07:00

20th June 2009

今天
中华独中学术学艺展的第一天...

21th June 2009

明天
学术学艺展的最后一天...
珍惜啊！

今天没来的
明天
记得来啊！

=D

Lyrics

2009-06-18T07:20:00.000-07:00

The Man Who Can't Be Moved

by The Script

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
saying, "if you see this girl can you tell her where I am"

Some try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense but what else can I do
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you

Cause If one day you wake up and find that your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on the corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving

Policeman says, "son you can't stay here"
I said, "there's someone I'm waiting for If it's a day, a month, a year"
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go

Cause If one day you wake up and find that your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on the corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving,
I'm not moving, I'm not moving

People talk about the guy that's waiting on a girl
There are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in his world

Maybe i'll get famous as the man who can't be moved
Maybe you wont mean to but you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner
cause you'll know it's just for you
Im the man who can't be moved

...

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move

From Here To There

2009-06-17T09:02:00.000-07:00

a stranger TO a brother.

a favorite idol TO a fallen giant.

a nobody TO a somebody.

a sweet & innocence TO a scumbag.

a ordinary man TO a extraordinary hero.

a once best best friend TO a worst enemy.

a 'Alright!' TO a 'Oh My God!'.

a 'you are' TO a 'you were'.

a weird beginning TO a happy ending.

a present tense TO a past tense.

a kiddo TO a dude.

a chance TO a luck.

a very welcome TO a long goodbye.

6 15

2009-06-15T07:12:00.000-07:00

back to school again--- after two fine holiday
--- this time is my last semester for my secondary school
man, time goes by so fast.
today, at school, everything runs as usual.
all the cikgu teach teach and teach.
its kinda nice that can back there with them, to see the them.
omg, the last two exam papers finally gave back to us by the cikgu.
oh man, i can seriously tell you that my mid year exam results are really screwed up. (this is not a joke, although i wish it is )
lolx, i remember once a lunatic cikgu once told us
"如果你在前面班大考不会做，可能你会很伤心很伤心；
若你在后面班大考不会做，你就会很开心，因为有全班陪你一起不会做"
it really a classic quote for me, sometimes i still even laugh alone when i remember it
today the Malay teacher scold us again, told us the last story (for now) and then started the m16
omg... she did that as always
what a day...
bla~ bla~ bla~

歌词

2009-06-15T05:52:00.000-07:00

作弄人不吸引
神你对我太不紧
要他懂得去认真
为何我会变心
这贱人最低等
从没试过要认真
请不给我太拘禁
其实我没有为他人变心
喜欢你却没能放低你
舍不弃可否给我再识你
但我与你不再一起
别在为我生气
喜欢你
却没能放低你
还是你我也始终总不适合你
不可一起我与你已不在一起

Once

2009-06-06T22:49:00.000-07:00

“假期过了一个礼拜了，你做过什么有意义的东西来？”
拜一，拜二，拜三　：回校练习
拜四　：回校拍毕业短片
拜五　：打边炉
拜六　：又拍毕业短片。lolx
blah blah blah...

可能再不久就要开回学了
开学后，又要赶功课...
然后又要拿成绩册了...
然后又赶课...
统一评测...
年终考...
高中统考...
毕业证书（若可以XD）
好多好复杂 lolx

omg, it happens so fast. no matter what, i ll try to catch up!!
it's so difficult to put off a fire lolx

Dear God

by Avenged Sevenfold

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
and all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
when hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Recall The Moment

2009-06-04T05:15:00.000-07:00

teacher's day ~

before the show...

there? where? LOLx

after the show...

riot! riot! =)

class of the year XD

one big family=)

victim of the day XD

with the formula=)

the victim still looks happy LOLx

with the "笑" 花 XD

one of the best teacher =)

Firefly

by Breaking Benjamin

You my friend
You're a lot like them
But I caught your lie
And you know I did
Now I'm lost in you
Like I always do
And I'd die to win '
Cause I'm born to lose

Firefly
Could you shine your light
Now I know your ways
'Cause they're just like mine
Now I'm justified
As I fall in line
And it's hard to try
When you're open wide

Take my hand
We'll be off and then
We'll come back again
To a different land
Now I like this way
You could go away
If you guess the name
You could not replace

Firefly
Could you shine your light
Now I know your ways
'Cause they're just like mine
Now I'm justified
As I fall in line
And it's hard to try
When you're open wide

Bring me your enemies
Lay them before me and
Walk away
Walk away!
WALK AWAY!!!

Firefly
Could you shine your light
Now I know your ways
'Cause they're just like mine
Now I'm justified
As I fall in line
And it's hard to try
When you're open wide

Fuck You Firefly
Have you lost your light?
Now I hate your ways
'Cause they're just like mine
So you lost my friend
Such a sorry end
And I don't know why
So I joke and smile

SMILE!

12

But John you said we were broskis!?

2011

Please pick me up when I land. Just be there when I land.

Broke As A Joke.

Far away from the memories. Of the people who care if I live or die

Does anybody know. If we’re looking out on the day of another dream.

Laputa The Castle in The Sky

I'm just another writer, still trapped within my truths.

There are many things that I would like to say to you. And after all, you're my Wonderwall

We cross another road. And face another day. We got to keep that dream alive .

Every breath you take. Every move you make. I'll be watching you.

I couldn't face a life without your light. So save your breath, I will not care.

You take the breath right out of me. And let me have what's left.

In a world come undone. You try to pull me in, I can scream and shout

一瞬间 一眨眼 我回到自己小小的房间 好让纷乱思绪沉淀

Stardust on my feet, It leaves a taste that's bittersweet. That's called the blues

You've Got a Friend

Hey soul sister, Hey there mister mister on the radio

This moment stops in time. Wherever you lead, I will follow

One, 21 guns. Into the sky, You and I

贪一刻的乐极忘形 好想说谎 不眨眼睛 共你隔着空在秘密通电

Well I guess I'm ready. For settling down .

Time, is going by, so much faster than I.

Up on melancholy hill. There's a plastic tree. Are you here with me?

We can't pretend. We must run. We must run. It's time to run.

Far away, This ship has taken me far away

Some dance to remember, Some dance to forget. Wake you up in the middle of the night

I heard the mission bell And I was thinkin' to myself : "This could be heaven and this could be hell"

We Are The World 25 For HAITI

If this town is just an apple, Then let me take a bite

We'll Be A Dream

=)

Sign Of The Times

Invincible

A. Lambert

校服

Solitaire

统考2

统考

今天两句

等于

时光

人生不过如此

巴士站

最佳的损友

闭幕

Last Happy Moment

点解？就是甘

突然

甘就又一日左

One Day As A Child

One Day As A TZi VIn

One Day As A Better Man

One Day As A Fallen Hero

One Day As A Liar

One Day As A Riddler

One Day As A Smooth Criminal

One Day As A Maniac

One Day As A Audience

One Day As A Freak

One Day As A Cat

So Close But Yet So Far

Final Curtain Call

The Happening

Wash your hands with liquid soap

Thoroughly dry your hands

Always carry hand sanitizer

Avoid touching your face

Stay away from those who are sick

Stay home if you feel ill

Get your flu shot

Don’t panic

Stay informed

The Pieces Don't Fit Anymore

2Day + 2Moro

Lyrics

From Here To There

6 15

歌词

一瞬间一眨眼我回到自己小小的房间好让纷乱思绪沉淀

贪一刻的乐极忘形好想说谎不眨眼睛共你隔着空在秘密通电